Saturday, December 26, 2009

MAk RAmlah ooh Mak RamLAh!!

Pepagi lagi tepon aku dah bising!*Maziah yg kol..Kacau betul arr! hehehe..aku tak anGkat pun, Sebab masih nganTuk wLupun jam Da pukul 9.00 pg masa Tu..X lama pastu aku bangun, da siaP mandi, aku kol Maziah balik, Kot2 ada emergency Ker.."hah! apsal ganggu aku Pepagi nih?? Ganggu tido aku Tau!" " Gemok arr bangun tido lambat2! Ko Kenal makcik Ramlah tak?" " ha? Makcik Ramlah maNa Lak ni?" " ala, yg anak dier Nama Aizat Tu!" Erkk!! napa mesti ada nama tuh!! " ha, kenaL2 Napa?" " ni ha, dier dr tadi Kol aku suruh aku kol ko, suh ko dtg umah dier!" "alaaa, kenduri kawen ank dier kan? malas arr!" " ko ni, dier suh ko dtg arr, dier kata tak sedap pulak ko x dtg, sebelum ni kan ko kawan dgn ank dier!" " alaaa, x moh arr..Kalau ko pergi kem salam kt Makcik Ramlah eh?" Bleeding!! Makcik ramlah! can u leave me alone?? hahhaah!!..yer2 saya tau anak makcik da kawen!

* Maziah = jiran aizat

Friday, December 25, 2009

Al- Fatihah....


Dalam Perjalanan Blk Dari JB ke BP, hati Aku mesti sayu Biler lalu kat Kawasan Perkuburan Islam dekat Pt Hj Noor tu...sebab kat situlah bersemadinya jasad kawan aku...Widyawati Bt Hashim..Pejam Celik, da 3 tahun da dia meninggal..Teringat masa zaman2 kat TIGS dulu...aku pantang nampak arwah, aku selalu mendajal dier, ada aja bender yg aku semata2 nak sakitkan haty dier..selagi dier tak nanges, selagi tu ler aku x puas haty...napa ntah, anti sangat aku dengan dier..org tua2 kata, jangan benci sangat kat org, nanty lama2 kiter sayang kat dier...betul ler kata org tua..ntah mcmana, lama2 aku jadik rapat dengan dier..time rehat dier selalu gak tunggu aku kat luar kelas sbb kitaorg lain2 kelas..ktorg sangatlah ngam sampai ada mulut2 longkang yg ckp ktorg ni ada skandal...hehehe...whateverlah..Lepas masuk UiTM, aku still contact dengan dier, masa tu masih pakai surat2 lagik, hehehe...dier kat UKM, selalu ler gak update kat aku pasal life dier kat sana..masa cuty sem, ktorg jumper, sangat ler rindu kat dier..lepas borak2 karim, dier hantar aku naik bas masa aku nk balik Uitm Segamat, dier diri jer tercegat kat situ sampai bas aku gerak..tiber2 sayu lak aku..kalaulah aku tau yg tu adalah kali terakhir aku nmpak dier...:(
Lepas dr hr tu, ktorg dah jarang contact, mungkin sebab masing2 sibuk..sampailah aku masuk kijer kat Tourism, aku tetiber teringat kat dier..aku cuber kol no dier, tp dah xder dlm perkhidmatan da, aku cuber ty kawan2 yg laen, kot diaorg tau no contact arwah, sumer tak tau..aku x tau napa tiber2 aku rasa sgt rindu kat dier..aku cumer ada alamat rumah dier jer, so aku tulis surat kat dier, ty khabar dier...aku ltk no phone aku skali suh dier kol aku balik..tp tunggu py tunggu, still xder kol dr dier..so, aku assume,dier da pindah rumah or maybe dier sibuk..
Masa tu bln Puasa, on the way balik dari JB, aku singgah kat bazar tpt mak berniaga..aku tgk kat kawasan perkuburan sebelah bazar tu ramai org..ada org br meninggal..aku ty mak siapa yg meninggal..mak kata budak pompuan, ank dara lagi..sumer tgh tgu jenazah dier dr JB..aku mcm sedih lak..wlupun aku x tau siapa yg meninggal tu..
Lepas jer buka posa..aku dapat sms dari Azam, kwn sek men aku..dier kata Widya dah meninggal pg tadi, kanser darah..jenazah dier da di kebumikan kt tanah perkuburan kat Pt. Hj Noor..menggigil2 tgn aku kol Azam, aku masih x percaya berita yg br aku terima..Azam bg no phone ayah arwah..esoknya, aku kol ayah arwah..dier cerita yg arwah da 7 bulan terlantar kat HSI jb, surat aku mmg sampai da sampai kat arwah, tp masa tu dier da tenat..tuhan jer tau apa yg aku rasa masa tu...meraung aku sepanjang malam..Pg Raya Aidilfitri 2007, aku pergi melawat kubur arwah, masa tu mak dier ada kat kubur tgh baca yassin..aku tegur mak dier, sambil meraung mak dier peluk aku..aku terkilan aku x pergi melawat dier masa kat HSI masa dier sakit wlupun HSI tu dekat sgt dengan opis aku, aku terkilan x tunggu jenazah dier dikebumikan wlupun aku da ada kat situ masa jenazah dier sampai..aku terkilan tak carik & hubungi dier atas alasan sibuk dgn assignment & kerja...sampai sekarang aku masih x percaya yg arwah da xder..tuhan jer tau betapa aku rindu dekat seoarang sahabat yg bernama WIDYAWATI BINTI HASHIM...semoga Allah menempatkan rohnya dikalangan org2 yg beriman..AMin...hargailah org2 sekeliling kita, selagy mereka masih berada dengan kita...

Monday, December 14, 2009

As ReQuestEd by Caca Rm...:)

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
dunno, doesnt matter anymore..:)


2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
diving ler, what else!


3. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
i'd still call him/her a fren but wont treat him/her like a fren


4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat ?
if i give up Caca Rm, what kind of food i wud get in return? hahaha


5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to be america's next top model! haha


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
yess, if money doesnt have a value anymore...otherwise, how can i live without money? :)


7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
to lose the faith in me....


8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
swimming? haha




9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends...


10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
i assume the person is caca RM:
1) Sangat Chumeyl
2) Giler (in a Positive way)
3) Good Listener


11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
understanding, respect my family & Frens,always there e
when i need him...:)


12. What is your ambition?
mati dalam iman...


13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
torturing animals


14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family, frens, money, luf, good career n of course caca RM! haha


15. If you have a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
happy


16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my emo...


17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
mak, caca rm & lee


18. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
ntah..


19. Do you think your style actually reflects your personality?
agaknya kot..


20. What does life mean to you?
life is short, so live the life to the fullest!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

shes got a voice! for me lah...judge urself k..:)

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Ni Tiqah, trainee baru kat Tm Johor...Nyanyi masa Farewell cik Din. Suara dier Sedap, But No One Can be Compare to My Darling CACA!! hehehehe....

What A Day........

SCENE 1

Hari Nie Aku sampai Awal kat Opis, Pintu kunci lagi...X lama Pastu ksabar datanG, tgh dok Ngumpat2 dgn ksabar, dtG lak Si kiaH Annoyyying Tuh! huh! SibuK Ngadu Dgn ksabar PasAl FareWell PArty cik Din, Kekonon x Suker Ler kener Nyanyi Segala..FuCk ARrr!! seGera aku Text sue.."Kiah Sangat Plastik Hoccay!!" tgh2 Geram Yan Dgn FAhrin samPai, sejukk sikit haty aku...kejap Jer sejuknya, Mak tiri pun sampai, dier terus Serang ksabar pasal cuty ksAbar, berlaku ler pePeranGAn kaT Situ..Naseb Baik Bai sampai Bukak pintu Opis, Segera aku melarikan Diri, cepat2 MasuK DAlam..Ingat kan Habis kat situ jer Perangnya, Ada lagi Episode kedua, kali Nie Aku lak terjebak! Ksabar x nk masUk dlM biLIk bos anTar Paper, So aku ler diHantar Sebagai Kambeng Korbannya! hahaha...aku da letak Paper tu Atas Meja bos, bos Terus Sound "Saya Nak Awak AmeK BAlik PAper Ni, Suruh SaBariah Yg Antar Sendiri" Aduhhhh...BlEEDing!! hahaha...

SCENE 2

FareweLl Party da Nak Start, org2 Kuat Sibuk Buat persiapan Terakhir..Aku x Join Pun Sebab x rasa perlu, lgipun da settle da sumer Aku Rasa, Tetiber..bos kuar, sekaly lg aku kener sound "Sarah, apa kata awak tolong apa2 yg patut kaT Dalam tu" Dush! BLEeding lg Sekali...Sebelum Menjenguk ker Bilik Meeting tu aku sempat Type Kat Status Fesbuk aku "FUCK YOU!!" hehehhe....Dengan haty Yg SanGat Berat Aku Pg Ler Jenguk Bilik Meeting Tuh..Seperty Yg Dijangka, Punyer ler RAmai Manusia2 Gedik Kat dlam tu! Terkinja2 BerjoGet..dr Yg Muder Sampai Ler yg Da Tuer Kutuk X sEdar Diry!! Yg Penting!! Knora Joget LAgu caca hoccay!! Tergamam gak aku tgk..dier Terpandang aku, terus mUker Dier Bengang2 Gitu! u Ler, Masa Muder dulu2 x Mo Pergy Clubbing, Da tuer ganYut Mcm Ni Baru Nak buang Tebiat Cam ni! Ya Allah...Kenapalah ada manusia2 plastik Mcm nih...Sebab Da x Tahan Sangat, aku Blah dr situ...Latak ler bos Nak Kata aku ni x bekerjasama Ker apa..Janjy aku X loya tgk Beruk2 Kat dlm Blk meeTing Tuh!

SCENE 3

ParTy Yg Grand Giler (Uwekkkk!!) Yg ditunggu2 da tiber, Sumer OrG pun Da sampai, Cumer Ullia dgn Zila Jer Yg X daPAt Join..Tiber Masa Bos Bg Ucapan..Tgh2 berucap tetibe dier MelalaK!! Plisslah!! Kekonon sedeyh Sangat Arr tu..di IkUti rapat Dgn knora, Ktim, kmu & sekutunya..semua meraung! Gely sanGat! Aku Tgk ksabar, sue, sha,Fahrin Kot2 Dorang pun Sama Melalak ker..Tapi Sumer Muker bodoH jer..Muker xder Perasaan..Ok, MaknaNya Aku normal Sebab Aku langsung xder Rasa apa2!! hahahaha! Biler time Liss Bg UcaPan Br ler Aku rasa Sebak2 sikit..tp x nanges ler...hehehe..Lepas Melantak, acara yg Kiah ANnoying tu Tunggu2..nyanyi2! Memuler Si Buntep nyanyi Lagu M.nasir, lagu yg 123, ABc tu..mcm biasa arr..suara itek dier mesty kuar!! hahaha...pastu kiah berduet dgn tiqah nyanyi lagu LAGENDA ( harus ker legend?) Mcm Biasa, Kiah dgn aksi poyo dier..tetiber bilEr turn Si Tiqah Nyanyi..sumer Terdiam, dgn aku2 sekali! Sdp Giler Hoccay suaRA dier! Meremang Bulu Roma aku! pas hbs dieorg nyanyi lagu tu, kiterorg request tiqah nyanyi lagi, tapi kali ni solo, x nak ada kiah! jelas tergambar kebengangan muker Kiah Masa Tue! Puas Haty Aku!! hahahhahaha...tapi, pada aku lah..suara tiqa tu sangat sedap! Respect ar! Last Sekali, closinG Song, ktorg kenEr Nyanyi LAgu 'teman Sejati' ramai2 samBil PeganG Tangan (HAHAHAHAHA)..sekaly lagi sebak sambil nyanyi Sambil pegang Tangan Liss..Damn i'll Miss u beb! Tp, kelakar sangAt Tgk BoB Dgn Buntep Pegang TanGan...comel Sangat!! hahaha ( BOB jer Ok yg comEL)

SCENE 4

Aku bkk Fesbuk aku, sekali aku Punyer Status yg "Fuck U" tadi tu da berderet da komen..tetiber ada satu komen dr abG Army, x ingat sangat, tp lbh Kurang mcm ni la..' apa kata ber takbir, lagi bagus, lgpun ramai2 adek2 kiter kan dlm fesbk ni..all the best sarah" Sentap Mak!! Malu siot!! Abg armY tu adalah sepupu aku..WAA!! Malu! Segera aku delete Status Aku Tu! Bleeding Lagik...tgh2 sibuk berfb, tetiber ternampak salah seorg 'kawan' aku namanyer telah di tag kat pic undangan kahwin. aku click kat oic kad kawen tu..YERR!! pengantin lelakinya adalah MOHD AIZAT MALIK!! Memuler rasa mcm nak maki, tapi apalah gunanYa...aku doakan dier bahagia Ajalah...Di Dunia & Akhirat...Aminnnnnn....oklah, akhirnya berakhir ler kisah2 BleeDing Aku Untuk HAri ini...CIAO!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Skodeng Eh!!! (For CaCA Rm OnLy)

hahaha! caca, tgk jer Jgn KUtuk! Biasa2 jer, xdEr Pengisian pun!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I HatE Kiah!! But I Luf Caca Rm & YAn!

Hish!! AKu dah x leh blah Giler arr Dgn kiah Ni!! Ngader2 dier da Taap Neraka Ke 7!! Memang ngengader Sangat2 arr...Kekonon nk Tiru Style Caca, tp x Menjadik Langsong!!Nak Wat2 Kiut, x Kiut Langsung! Hak tuiHHH!!I HATE KIAH!!!! Forget About Kiah, ni Nak citer Pasal Mlm tadi puLak..Its Girls Nite Out!!!! Yeehaaa!! Best Giler Malam TAdik, Dengan caca & Yan Pergi Karaoke Kat Diva samPai 3 Jam..Da Tahap Wat konsert unpluGGed Da tu, Bebudak 2 ekor tu MMg Giler!Hehehe..Memasing merelease Tensen..Pastu Kitaorg Melepak Kat BanaFEE Village, SuaSana da Ok..ada Live band..(Sampai Caca terjatuh cinta KAt Brader Itam yg nyanyi tuh! Hahaha)Tapi Makanan Lak Yg X berapa nk Sedap..Dinner Di TajA Sepenuhnya Oleh Caca..TenTiu CA! Pastu Antar 'Anak2 Ayam' tu Sumer BAliK, aku saMpai Umah kul 1 pagi Dan Terus Membuter X Ingat Dunia Da..ZzzzZZZzzz...
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

HuwAA!! Gumuksss!!

Huhuhu....Makan!Makan!Makan! Aku TiMbang BerAT TAdi, Da NAek Sekilo!! Tidak!! Ni Sumer GAra2 LemBu KorBan...(Lembu Jugak diperSalahkan)RAya Haji Thn Ni Agak merIah arr, Pak Lim,kaK Tik & Along Balik...Agak huru Hara Arr umah Aku..Macam Biasa Lepas Semahyang Jumaat Kitaorg Berkonvoi pergi kubur Pak Long, Pastu kubur Tok Yah & Tok Mak (rindu sangat2 kat diaorg..), Ingat nak pergi kubur ArwAh Widya, tp x Jadi Sebab Hujan Lebat pulak..Tapi,yg x beStnya bilEr Teringat Kat Adik Aku...Pejam CElik da Setahun da Dier Hilang..Mana Ler Dier AgAknyer...HopeFully He's Safe & HAppy WhereEver he is rite now..Miss u Soo Bad bro...:(

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Let's Sacrifice!!

SeLAmaT HAri Raya Qurban!!!
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Why R u RunninG AwaY?

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?

2nd Day as a Blogger..:)

Hari nie SePerti Hari RAya bg Kitaorg KAt opis, Sebab Bos Xder!! YeeeHaaa!! Hari Ni Punyer BekFas Di taJa oleh Kak Sabar...TEnkiu Kak Sabar! SaaaaaayAng kAk Sabar! Hehe..Time lunch puLak, Aku, Sue & Liss 'nyundal' kat CS! Hahaha...Borak2 + Ngumpat2, Dekat kul 3 br Masuk opis...Ngeh2! Sebenarnyer hAri ni Kepala Otak Sangat BerseraBut! Macam2 BEnder Nak Dipikir...It Sucks When u CAn do Nothing At aLl when the Person U luf So Much is in Trouble...:(Along SMS Tadi, suh Posa esok..baguS kAtanya Cos Hari Arafah..Erk? Larat ker aku nk Posa sok? InsyaAllah...jAp agy Nk call ShaheeDA, my beloved siS, Rasanya dier Balik BP hr ni..sok Leh arr lePak2 dgn dier! yeah! Mr. ApacHee? Tunggu...Jap agy kiter Sms awak eh! Hehehe...Oklah, enuff For Today..Sambung sok LAk yer...daaa...;)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

KeHilanGan.....

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu
Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

The Animal I Become

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal I have become...

The Begining....


Mcm x Percaya Aku Terjebak Dalam Dunia BLog nih..hehehe. Apa Sebenarnyer Yang Orang Tulis Dalam bloG ni ek? Hmm...Let Me start wit What Happen to Me todaY...Erk! Actually Xder apa Yang Menarek beRlaku Kat Aku hr ni...huhuhu...CuMer, Masa BaliK Kijer Tadi Aku HANGEN sAtu BadaN! Di SaaT Katil Aku Melambai2 meManggil akU...Ada Van buruk Mana NtaH ParKing Betul2 DePaN PinTu Gate UmaH Aku! SamPAi Aku Kener ParkinG Kt Luar! cILAKak Betul! Hari iNi dan HAri2 SebeLumnya aKu Kol CacA, mcm BiAsa Dier taK AngKat...huhuhu...dunno Why She Changed A Lot Lately...rindu Lak Nak berBorak2 Karim dgn DieR Mcm Dulu2...:( I MIss My Old CAca.....Ok la, Aku Rasa Itu jer Ler Buat Hari ni...Tak Tau da Nak Citer Apa...The Beginning KAtanyer...hehehe...CIAO